Good.

Dios, estoy pensando de muchas cosas...

Two days, now, and it becoming more apparent that, yes, I actually am going to Honduras this summer. Yes, I will be there for three months, and, yes, tomorrow will be my last warm shower for a while.

If I'm honest, sometimes I wonder why I am going. It seems kind of random the way it even happened, and the details are really just....not there. It would be simpler to stay at home, to work at Panera Bread and deal with the same things I dealt with last summer. I could go to the beach all the time, hang out with high school friends, go to the hill country to see my nieces and nephews, my brothers and my sister. Part of me really wants to stay and be with my family. For the first time ever I am nervous about going to another country. GOOD.

I want to do this. Maybe some interesting people and lots of physical labor will help me see things as simple. Less time to dwell on things, more prayer, more sweat. all things to look forward to.

...por favor, se el pensamiento mas importante de mi mente.